Dream

The purpose to my life: unknown. I dream of a life that I have yet to experience. It's repeatable, but unimaginable--I take my time to grasp the place in which I stand, holding onto something almost unbelievable, and yet holds the key to everything I have ever thought of my life becoming. There's just one problem, there is a woman that I dream of that is neither there or exactly missing; she's more of a silhouette--a shadow that comes into play, but holds no real figure, although, what she has told me is that she is the one that I'm destined to be with, but she isn't exactly allowing me to look at her. She always stands at a distance. I'm in love in the future, but maybe it's just a dream.  Maybe everything we experience is a dream.

New Year's Resolution

To reflect on the past is merely reflecting on something that no longer matters as much as it once had. In the future, each day matters more than anything else. The past you cannot change, but by changing the present, it is more likely that the future can look clearer and shine brighter than the dark ages of our past. Each year we promise ourselves that we will achieve certain goals that will make us better than who we were and/or are now. This year my resolution is unknown to me because I cannot predict the future—I trust in faith and fate to decide what’ll happen next. I can provide changes each day to obtain a long term goal, but in the end, I cannot say who I will become, although, I hope that whoever I become, changed or not, I will be happier than I am and/or was. My ultimate goal is grow more, spiritually, but to grow less physically (insert a slight laugh here). My goal is to ultimately grow wiser in the field of writing and to find myself as an artist, by exploring my inner thoughts and emotions—which I hope I can build onto in order expand my character. I hope to explore a little, too, and seek out new places that I have yet to explore.

            I hope to understand love and what it really possesses. I hope to understand something else that hasn’t occurred in my life, but I know that whatever it may be, I can feel and/or will understand it more clearly. I hope to learn more. I hope to teach someone something new that they have yet to experience, but in return, I will learn something too. I hope to explore my thoughts more and dream about them. I hope to inspire someone with my writing and/or with my personality as a whole. Although these are small goals that I hope to obtain, I will let God lead me to whatever He sees fit for my present and future.

            I hope to become someone wiser within multiple fields of life and to grow within my faith, and be an inspiration to many—so that they may learn too—and they can see that life is a gift that cannot be wasted and never completely failed, either. The purpose to life is to understand its beauty, whether we have yet to do so or not. Sometimes to completely understand something, we must view it our whole lives to know what truly matters throughout our earthly experience; it (whatever it may be) is something we cannot grasp until our final breath; although, whatever it may be, will be beautiful, I’m sure.  I want to understand something more and I cannot completely understand what it is, but through this new year I want to have the patience to wait for it because I know that whatever it’ll be it will bring me complete joy and a different (more improved) outlook on life.